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Sunday, May 20th 2007 at 9:14 pm
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starting a new journal.
im over this one.
i want one that shows the real me and everything that is me.
this ones great and shows a massive journey but im after a change.
expect pictures/drawings/poems and ramblings.
expect nothing you ever thought was me.
im gonna put the real me out there for the very first time.
R18+ rated/not for the faint hearted.


add me

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FUUUUCCCKKKKK YEEESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [
Wednesday, March 7th 2007 at 3:02 pm
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Wednesday, January 10th 2007 at 11:25 am
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Wednesday, December 20th 2006 at 9:28 am
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http://breakindahabbit04.deviantart.com/


my photography "portfolio"
check it out.
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Friday, November 24th 2006 at 1:13 pm
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quit your bitching we've all had enough
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Saturday, November 11th 2006 at 7:34 am
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my parents went through my fone and found out me and albie had been meeting to talk and she had a massive shit fit at me. i need a job by xmas holidays, gotta lift up my grades, stop going into town, stop seeing him, i got my fone taken by her. or. im going back and re doing yr 11, im kicked out of home and made to live with my aunty and uncle in canberra, or they'll send me somewhere else.

please if you read this dont call me or message me coz i dont have my phone.
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Sunday, October 8th 2006 at 11:58 pm
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Graphics ahoy.

[x] Papa Roach
[x] Linkin Park

Comment with the numbers of the ones youve taken. remeber to credit me please. dont say there your own or ill hunt you down and mutilate your genitals ^_^

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Saturday, September 16th 2006 at 3:08 pm
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So i figured i should post here the real story of what happened last night 15/9/06 to Ashleigh Harris yr 10 at Dapto.
 
Last night:
 
Ashleigh, Albie and me were walking up horsley drive just past greenbrook place when we went to cross the road to go and sit in the park. As we were crossing a car came speeding through the roundabout heading towards bong bong road Next thing we know this car (either a white ford or a subaru) was coming fast towards us, through the middle of the road. i called out to albie and ash to hurry up, me and albie sped up and we thought ashleigh was with us to. Sadly she wasnt. There was a massive bang and the shattering of glass (the cars headlights had shattered) and i screamed to albie "dude that bang was ashleigh shes been hit". The car didnt even slow down and the driver just kept going. A car on the other side of the road stopped and the lady and her daughter along with some people who's houses we were near came out. we ran across the road over to where ashleigh was laying. the car had knocked her in the air from the middle of the road over to the grass footpath.
 
We straight away called the ambulance and we checked for a pulse and albie was in contact with the ambulance people over the phone who were telling us what to do and who were asking questions about her breathing and injuries. We threw blankets over her and kept her warm and tried to get her concious and speaking while we were waiting for the ambo's to arrive.
 
Soon after they were there along with the police. we got pulled aside for questions and that was when maddie, rebecca and andrea showed up and they to were in a state of shock. we explained to the cops what had happened as ashleigh was being looked after. they were putting in breathing tubes and what not.
 
the ambulance then left and we got questioned further by the cops. we found ashleighs phone and by putting the sim in my phone we were able to let the cops call her mum, who immediatly dropped everything and went down there.
 
we hung around for a bit and tried to colect ourselves while the cops scoured the area and called in the crash unit and closed the road.
 
The crash people were able to identify some of the vehicle aspects like the make and what not from our descriptions and the glass fragments. they didnt leave till like 1 this morning. we were all able to watch and keep checking in as we were on andreas driveway and could clearly see.
 
So not much sleep was had by any of us and we didnt know much at all. we called alot of ash's friends and spreaded the word round.
 
This morning:
 
They were telling the story on the radio and giving vehicle details so people can help report the bastards who just left her lying there. they also said she sustained severe head injuries and is on life support.
 
at bout 10 i called ash's mum and got in contact with everyone again and told them some more news.
 
i was also able to go to the hospital and talk with her family, they were glad i showed and tears were shared as i explained what happened and her family told us how she is.
 
its not looking good.
 
she has a fractured pelvis with severe bleeding internally and also bleeding around her brain. they also cant operate as the blood hasnt clotted and its dangerous to try as shes lost alot of blood. as of now shes had 6 bags of blood and 1 of plasma to keep her alive. shes in intensive care and chances are will be there for a while. the docters cant tell us much as yet and ashleighs mum would prefer it if she didnt get calls about her as yet as its hard for her and her family to keep telling everyone. so shes got my number and will call me every so often with news and will call me immediatley if anything goes wrong, which hopefully wont happen.
 
please pray for her. its a touch and go situation.
 
the cops still do not know who was responsible for the hit and run either and were relying on either the bastards to own up or for them to be found a dobbed in.

Update: The driver has been found, i know where they live, coincidently near me. if she doesnt make it they can expect one heck of an egging.
Update: I'm sorry but ash didnt make it. her injuries were to servere and they turned of life support at 5:30. it was the only thing keeping her alive.
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Wednesday, September 6th 2006 at 8:42 pm
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If there is one or more people on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.
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Saturday, June 3rd 2006 at 9:05 pm
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ok so ive decided to update and show you all 3 A4 motivational collages i made last night.

 
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Wednesday, May 24th 2006 at 8:06 pm
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hows this for love
my boy ryu loves me lol.
look at my dp in the boards to, its me in him.
heh we are so made for each other despite the fact hes nearly 30 has a wife and kids and is in america. ive hugged him to. and i have photos of him from the fm show. yay im so uber happy now

ryu love )

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Sunday, May 21st 2006 at 9:51 am
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ive been busy making lp graphics again. so follow ye cut. and remember my rules.
[x] must credit me
[x] must comment telling me youve taken them and which ones. (there numbered to make it easier)
[x]leave some sort of constructive critiscism

do that and were kewl.

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sorry about the links, lj is being gay and wouldnt notice the whole link to be able to post up images.
1.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/brad300300.jpg
2.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/chaz300300.jpg
3. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/hb1.jpg
4.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/joeshakeyhand.gif 5.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/chesterheader2.jpg 6.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/mike18.jpg
7.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/mike20.jpg
8. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/mikefm.jpg
9.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/phoenix2.jpg
10.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/polaroidchaz1.jpg
11.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/rob3.jpg
12.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/ryu2icon.jpg
13.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/ryu3icon.jpg
14.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/ryufmicon.jpg
15.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v498/_linkinpark_punk_/mikebanner.jpg


and that concludes the colourfull lovleys.
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Wednesday, April 12th 2006 at 8:39 pm
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stolen from trust_your_lust


If you get over 40 you are spoiled!
Do you have:
(x) your own cell phone
(x) a television in your bedroom
(x) an MP3 player
() a photo printer
() your own phone line
( ) TiVo or a generic digital video recorder
(x) high-speed internet access (i.e., not dialup)
() a surround sound system in bedroom
(x) DVD player in bedroom
(x) at least a hundred DVDs
() a childfree bathroom
( ) your own in-house office
() a pool
( ) a guest house
( ) a game room
() a queen-size bed or larger
() a stocked bar
() a working dishwasher
( ) an icemaker
() a working washer and dryer
( ) more than 20 pairs of shoes
( ) at least ten things from a designer store
() expensive sunglasses
( ) framed original art
( ) Egyptian cotton sheets or towels
(x) a multi-speed bike
( ) a gym membership
() large exercise equipment at home
( ) your own set of golf clubs
( ) a pool table
( ) a tennis court
(x) local access to a lake, large pond, or the sea
( ) your own pair of skis
(x) enough camping gear for a weekend trip in an isolated area
( ) a boat
( ) a jet ski
( ) a neighborhood committee membership
( ) a beach house or a vacation house/cabin
(x... as in great uncle and aunt?) wealthy family members
(x) two or more family cars
() a walk-in closet or pantry
(x) a yard
( ) a hammock
( ) a personal trainer
() good credit
() expensive jewelry
( ) a designer bag that required being on a waiting list to get
( ) at least $100 cash in your possession right now
( ) more than two credit cards bearing your name (not counting gas cards or debit cards)
( ) a stock portfolio
() a passport
(x) a horse
() a trust fund (either for you or created by you)
(x) private medical insurance
( ) a college degree, and no outstanding student loans (college degree anyway...loans is a different story)

Do you:
( ) shop for non-needed items for yourself (like clothes, jewelry, electronics) at least once a week
( ) do your regular grocery shopping at high-end or specialty stores
( ) pay someone else to clean your house, do dishes, or launder your clothes (not counting dry-cleaning)
( ) go on weekend mini-vacations
( ) send dinners back with every flaw
(x) wear perfume or cologne (not body spray)
( ) regularly get your hair styled or nails done in a salon
( ) have a job but don't need the money OR
( ) stay at home with little financial sacrifice
( ) pay someone else to cook your meals
( ) pay someone else to watch your children or walk your dogs
( ) regularly pay someone else to drive you taxis
( ) expect a gift after you fight with your partner

Are you:
( ) an only child
( ) married/partnered to a wealthy person
( ) baffled/surprised when you don't get your way

Have you:
( ) been on a cruise
() traveled out of the country
(x) met a celebrity
() been to the Caribbean
( ) been to Europe
( ) been to Hawaii
() been to New York
( ) eaten at the space needle in Seattle
() been to the Mall of America
( ) been on the Eiffel tower in Paris
() been on the Statue of Liberty in New York
( ) moved more than three times because you wanted to
( ) dined with local political figures
() been to both the Atlantic coast and the Pacific coast

Did you:
( ) go to another country for your honeymoon
() hire a professional photographer for your wedding or party
(x) take riding or swimming lessons as a child
(x) attend private school
() have a Sweet 16 birthday party thrown for you
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Sunday, April 9th 2006 at 4:59 pm
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ok so ive been drawing again. this stuff is recently done and stuff that did upto a yr ago. critiscism welcome.Read more... )
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Monday, March 27th 2006 at 10:11 pm
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Movie Meme (stolen from Krys and andrea)
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Saturday, March 25th 2006 at 1:32 pm
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the 90's, do you remember?
stolen from blake emoboo


[x] Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
[x] Fraggle Rock
[x] G.I. Joe
[x] Are You Afraid of the Dark?
[X] Secret World of Alex Mack
[ ] Beetlejuice
[ ] Welcome Freshman
[ ] space cases
[ ] round house
[X] The Muppet Show
[x] Muppet Babies
[ ] Eureka's Castle
[ ] Salute Your Shorts
[x] legends of the hidden temple
[ ] You Can't Do That On Television
[ ] G.U.T.S.
[ ] What Would You Do?
[ ] Double Dare
[X] Rocko's Modern Life
[x] All That
[X] Ren and Stimpy
[x] Clarissa Explains It All
[ ] The Torklesons
[x] The Adventures of Pete and Pete
[x] Stick Stickley
[ ] Goodburger
[X] Angry Beavers
[X] Hey Arnold
[X] AHH! Real Monsters
[ ] Tiny Toons
[ ] Animaniacs
[X] Pinky and the Brain
[ ] Freakazoid
[x] Earthworm Jim
[X] the babysitter's club
[ ] Underdog
[x] Kablam!
[ ] Gullah Gullah Island
[x] Richard Scarry
[ ] Dumbo's Circus
[X] Ocean Girl
[ ] Mystery Files of Shelby Woo
[ ] Snick Snacks
[X] Dunkaroos
[x] SNICK (Saturday Night Nick)
[ ] Koala Yummies
[X] Where In The World Is Carmen Sandiego?
[X] Nickelodeon Magazine
[x] Ernest Movies
[ ] Radio Flyer
[ ] Disney Watchers
[ ] Adventures in Wonderland
[x] Homeward Bound
[ ] The Adventures of Yellow Dog
[X] Milo and Otis
[X] Neverending Story
[X] Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
[X] The Lion King
[ ] Labyrinth
[X] 101 Dalmations
[X] the secret garden
[X] Pete's Dragon
[X] Hocus Pocus
[ ] Secret of Roan Inish
[X] Land Before Time
[x] Dinosaurs
[X] Fern Gully!!!!!!!!!!
[ ] Secret of NIMH (fucking love that book but sadly cant find it or the 3rd book
[x] Gummi Bears
[X] Care Bears
[x] my little pony
[X] Black Beauty
[ ] Rainbow Brite
[ ] Lady Lovely Locks
[ ] Candyland
[ ] Sorry!
[x] Trouble
[ ] Don't Wake Daddy
[X] Mousetrap
[x] Jenga
[ ] Don't Break the Ice
[x] Hungry Hungry Hippos (fuck yes!!!!!!)
[ ] Pretty Pretty Princess
[ ] Tinker Toys
[x] Cooties
[ ] Tea castles
[X] Polly Pocket
[X] Mighty Max
[x] Hypercolor T-Shirts
[ ] Lite Brite
[x] Sky Dancers
[ ] Scrunchies
[x] side ponytails
[x] Stirrup Pants
[x] Jellies
[x] Saddle Shoes
[X] Barbies
[x] Beanie Babies
[X] Tamagotchies
[X] Yo-Yos
[ ] Duncans
[X] Choose Your Own Adventure
[x] Pogs
[X] Goosebumps
[ ] Magic Attic Club
[ ] American Girl
[x] Island of the Blue Dolphins
[X] Saved By The Bell
[X] Full House
[ ] Step By Step
[ ] TGIF on ABC
[X] Sabrina, the Teenage Witch
[ ] Boy Meets World
[X] Clueless
[X] Simpsons
[X] Flipper
[ ] Growing Pains
[X] Titanic
[X] Felix The Cat
[x] Jonathan Taylor Thomas
[X] Home Improvement
[x] Tom and Huck
[ ] My Brother and Me
[x] Keenan and Kel
[X] Hanson
[X] Inspector Gadget
[X] Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
[X] Power Rangers
[X] Power Rangers Movie
[x] Hot Wheels
[ ] Creepy Crawlers
[ ] Easy Bake Oven
[ ] cha cha cha chia pets
[ ] Wild and Crazy Kids
[X] Playdough McDonald's Sets
[X] Animorphs
[x] Rainbow Fish
[ ] If You Give A Mouse A Cookie
[ ] Bailey School Kids
[ ] Wayside School
[ ] Cam Jansen
[ ] Ramona Quimby
[ ] Amber Brown
[ ] Allegra's Window
[ ] 3-2-1 Contact
[x] Baby Ginger Sporty Scary and Posh
[x] The brave little toaster
[X] Bananas In Pyjamas
[ ] One Saturday Morning on ABC
[X] Transformers
[ ] Transformers Beast Wars
[x] Dragon Ball Z
[X] Waynes World
[x] The dancing baby
[x] Nancy Drew novels
[X] catdog
[ ] shamomo the cat
[X] captain planet
[ ] FACE
[x] Doug
[ ] The Biker Mice From Mars
[X] Furbies
[x] Giga Pets
[x] Sam and Max
[X] Sailor moon




fucking awesome decade
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Sunday, March 19th 2006 at 10:02 pm
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http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060318/ap_en_mu/people_linkin_park_3


CHESTERS G/F TALINDA HAD HER BABY!!!!! TYLER LEE.
I THOUGHT SHE WAS PREGNANT AND I THINK I MENTIONED SOMETHING TO ANDREA WHEN I SAW THE PIC OF CHESTER AND "T" TOGETHER AT THE PARTY FOR KORNS NEW ALBUM!!!! I WAS RIGHT!!!!! APPARENTLY THE LIL GUY WAS BORN YESTURDAY.
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Thursday, March 9th 2006 at 9:53 pm
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so this post isnt about anything in particular, just a whole heap of stuff that im thankfull for at the moment.

- linkin park
- fort minor
- that hug you get that makes you feel safe and changes your whole perspective of the world for that short moment.
- music
- the really nice partly deaf dude on the train who made me laugh and was really nice
- the dude who i kinda chatted up at paddys market so i could get this lovley ring for my nose, it was $10, i sweet talked and got it for $3.35. pays to be nice lol and to show an intrest in people
- having food, a home and people who care about me. i saw a few homeless people in sydney today who made me see how lucky we are.
- the funny old men i met in the lift at wollongong traino who flirted with me and made my day, it was amusing.
- pain killers
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Sunday, March 5th 2006 at 3:57 pm
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ok more pics Read more... )
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Sunday, March 5th 2006 at 9:48 am
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Ok and now for some pictures. THESE WERE ALL TAKEN BY ME, IF YOU SAVE THEM REMEMBER THERE MINE. WARNING IMAGE HEAVY!!! updated: pic of me and mike and mike and tak! Read more... )
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